maudlin post ahead!
been some time since i’ve said stuff like these.
demoralising.
i’ve been thinking about frisbee loads lately. and you. which adds to the demoralisa-tion.
i’ve always been competitive and all that; so for me, it really sucks not to have made it into the team.
i still dont know why i didnt make it.
maybe its the bad attendance, or maybe i really do play terribly.
hmmm people think that i joined frisbee cos of friends or just for a moment’s kick.
at the start, yea, i admit it was for friends.
idk, my over eagearness’/ competitiveness’ too much.
i know i sound like im giving up after i didnt cut the team; like i wanna quit after i didnt make it. i know i should have put myself together and trained harder; but its easier said than done.
i really do wanna play well; but its hard, with so many things going on, plus the period of time where i was sick.
you can think hey what an excuse, i dont care.
hopefully, really, i can improve, better cuts/deeps/throws n all.
stamina, definitely.
and sometimes, just sometimes, i dont feel like i belong to the team.
im super not close to the juniors n all that.
mmm im unsure if i should continue with this sport.
sod it, i dont know.
i should really stop thinking about it.
but still, congrats to team L and R for winning the scrimmage against AC.
thumbs up! proud of u guys (:
hern hern! cheer up! i wasnt selected during my year 1 IVP. IVP is the biggest thing in poly! i was like u that time.. but i decided not to give up coz of people like me giving u support! hahaha! well seriously I’m not kidding. if u wan to quit, i cannot stop u. but u will regret it and this is for sure. i believe u play ultimate because of passion and partly friends too. so dun make any silly decision okay? remember, dun give up just because of small things! like this you will not improve. there is more friendlies coming, fight hard and i believe u can enter the team for sure! =) ps* sry for the lousy english lol.
i thought u was a very good frisbee player please i more lousy then u can.
And u nt close to juniors but seniors will do what.
u so friendly sure can make friends one
you can do it !!!
were*
Hayden,
can understand your disappointment. But hey, remember: You only fail if you’ve failed to try! Right?! Come on, you were really sick and you don’t have to accuse yourself of anything. Just don’t rush it and quite soon you WILL play in the team, together with your sister.
I personally think it should be an incentive for you, don’t you think?
Good luck. Keep me informed.
yes exactly!!!
hern! please dont give up, we all have our little ups and downs and this is just one of them.
i believe you’ll become a good player when everything is settled in your life.
just keep the passion burning!!
ya ya ya ya ya?!?!?!?!?!
moreover, you have xeun for pillar support!!!
HELLO hayden! (: cheer up! look at me and alex, both of us wanted to quit but because out passion is still burning, so we still came back. And i’m glad we did, so do u! u’ll never regret staying seriously, i believe u’ve the talent (: i believe many of us know, yupp! yes like what cs says, more friendlies are coming! i am sure u will get into the team if u work hard from now! (: about not being close with the juniors is not a very big problem! hah, just hang out with them often or maybe just by msging them or asking them for lunch before training and stuff liddat, i believe by doing so there will be bonding!! (: find ME lOR! wahhaha! (: u’re missed! (:
i mean our* hah, and PLEASE COME BACK! let’s train hard together luh k! LOL (:
Hi hayden,
can understand ur feeling after reading ur post, cos if u realise there is a period of time where i didnt attend training for very very long. well, thats because im injure after some marathon and i heard that there is 1 guy that actually thought i skipped training because dorries didnt go too due to her workload. i was very very down too. but after that i realise it is the passion that i have for the sport that is more important. dun care abt wat ppl say that u are trying to find excuse, u know urself better then anyone. dun give up!! u definitely belongs to the team. =)
HAYDEN!!!!
think positively!!
come back for trainings and train hard!!
u will get there!!!
DONT GIVE UP!!!
come on PUNDEH!! U CAN DO IT
Hayden!
‘Never let the fear striking out keeps you from playing the game’
(: The ‘veh veh’ cheer still needs you to lead! See you and lets’ train hard tgt! loves,
Yeah! You played pretty well today didn’t you! Come for trainings & we can VEH VEH together. Lotsaaaa love. <3