I feel really burned out. I think im pressuring myself to play well too much and I think too much! So like your confidence dips, then you pressure yourself and you don’t play well, it dips even lower. Ohwells.

 

Im going out a lot with the nyouth people and I like it (:
doug and xl are absolutely crazy haha they’re quite different from what they are in nyp, especially doug!
a lot of scandals and gossip and fun time together.
im glad we’re bonding (:
but sometimes im just afraid I’ll drift away from the peeps in NYP cos we used to be how tight!

But still I think I really enjoy the time with nyouths.
league party on sun!
I cant wait!
we’ve got a conspiracy plan to get joce high/drunk HAHA which isn’t so secret anymore ha.
I just wanna go and have a good time (:

like what i always have with you (: