small boys? yum (:

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miss hayden tan yi hern
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would you like to go out on a date
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with me
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say
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tonight?

Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors

you know sometimes, you try to burn this image into your mind and you do, for maybe a day.
but the more you concentrate, the more you try to recall this image you thought you had etched in you mind, its gets blurrer and blurrer and at the end, you see no more.

 

do you know you’re unlike any other

90

im deciding to go for 90 for my jerseys!!
lets hope i get it (:

camp (:

my journey in ulty is passing really fast.
its gonna be a year soon.
hmmm sometimes, i wonder if its such a good thing climbing so fast, having such high expectations of yourself and committing into clubs and national youth.
well, the higher your expectations, the harder you fall.
it sucked really bad when i was declining from my learning curve, kept banging into walls.
things are slooooowly turning up, but i think that fall has made me lose so much confidence.
the expectations’ still there, but the standard isnt.
i feel like i havent played well in AGES.

well, thank god for teammates!
we had a great bonding time during the camp though it was lots of training and shitloads of running.
tues was tiring, but okay for me i guess, cos i went to accompany xeun to the doc.
pick up against nyp grads on tues.
ben made me lead the ‘not graduated’ ones with adam.
leading.is.hard.
but we had fun! (:

i wasnt there the first afternoon, but i reckon what edwin did would be inspiring. he didnt give up.
i know i shouldnt either.
alex too,his determination after the 49th go to drill.
i need perserverance!
secret penpal in camp was fun; just that it wasnt so secret cos everyone wrote their names haha
but it was encouraging nontheless.
well, relationships were strengthed, lessons were learnt and much trust forged.
i liked how much had that common unity when we scrimamged against shiok.
we lost, but i thought it was a good fight (:
well, nyp organisers, we need another camp!
(after my attachment please!)

waikiki, surf & sweat

waikiki on sat and surf and sweat on sun was fun (:
watched the others-as in ben, enrique, cp, derek, connie and kenneth etc while we-national youth bonded.
hahah they won! (:
so exciting and intense.
damn load of layouts haha
nothing much, except at night ((((((((:
and when joce landed on her arm and like twisted it so she looks funny.
and that stubborn girl still continues to play.
oh and when it rained so much then we took shelter and played truth or dare and xindi and doug got married haha
so…free flow of barcardi!
and enrique managed to get us 2bottles of barcardi and 4bottled of coke for the night, which we didnt drink but lopez was having fun with it on sun hahaha cos it looked like plain water.
jon and wanyu drank it HAHA
had soooo many cups before that already!
hahah xeun was high.
so was i haha
xeun and ********* were really funny hah (:
and that ass lopez bluffed me and made me ta one whole cup of coke+barcardi while he ta-ed coke, while i realised like 1hour later.
bah.
the merlion of the night?
xy.
haha
booked a room and we stayed overnight.
thank god we did that!

well, surf and sweat was excruciatingly early.
and i slept on a stomach of alcohol, no food. ):
wasnt feeling too good haha
lost in the quarters ):
hahah the most exciting match-fs+1shiok vs shiok+dk haha
then it had to rain.
i swear its damn irritating.
and then we had to take shelter at the stage for forever, but it was a pretty good time there too (:
and i lost xeun at seah imm hahaha
well, damn tired mannnnnnnnnnzzzzzzzzzzzzz
and i overslept today haha
frisbee camp! (((:
but ohwells, work first.
eh pics are uploaded on FB (: