passion

Passion before glory. Simply put, glory will only get you as far as your previous success and first lost.
Passion gets you to your first success, past your first lost, and beyond your limitations.

street signs

there’s so many mixed emotions and different thoughts coarsing through my mind now and i dont know which one to listen to.
i would like to share.
but i cant.
its more than what words can describe and i dont really know how to start.

this feeling, im sure its gonna fade.
but no matter how, its still gonna be there.
just a speck.
and trust me, it’ll resurface.
taking over me again.

i want it this way, but it seems impossible, surreal.
this other feeling i get, i shouldnt be feeling like this.
i’ve never felt this way before, doubtful and so unsure.
i dont feel confident.
and i have no direction where to go.

i.
i dont know where to go from here.

storm

If I could just see you
Everything would be alright
If I’d see you
This darkness would turn to light

ivp’09

NYP, IVP champions 2009!

that sounds damn awesome haha
our efforts, blood and sweat really paid off.
we came a long way, we did.
from not knowing how to throw a forehand..
i remembered my first time at the tennis court with bevan and keeks teaching me and the ogls playing a match against nyp seniors.
we really went through a lot together-under 21, sim invitationals, night outs at ben’s, xmas party, buffets, disc throwing at the grass patch outside macs, league, s-11, frisbee camp to trainings etc etc.

i was so damn nervous at the start and being first line against SMU did not help at all!
couldnt focus and all!
got better, thankfully!
damn cool cos daryl skied bernard.
you know i thought he wasnt gonna get it? hee
sorry bro haha

NTU scored the first two points.
but we fought back (:
this guy spiked the disc and i think NYP got quite upset cos it was like major disrespect hmmm
im quite thankful haha cos he forced the layout (sorta!) out of me.
you know, i didnt know how it happened haha waaaay too fast.
edwin is an awesome rabbit.

NUS was nerve wrecking!
but i think xl’s, doug’s and dor’s swinging helped so much!
and daryl’s d-s and cs’ handblock.
15-10 to nyp! (:
it wasnt an easy game, seriously.
but i enjoyed it, really did.
ont of the best games ever! (:
and precisely why i think there was so much satisfaction!

my first ivp.
im so proud and glad to be in the same team and family as you guys.
all of you make ulty so much more enjoyable and we always stand by each other like how daryl got so pissed when he saw this guy foul me and he wanted to play the next point to sky him even when he was injured.
i wont forget the times we had, this experience and these memories will be here to stay a majorly long time.
the videos and stuff ben showed us and said before the match spurred me up.
i think i wouldnt have been able to continue with this sport if not for ben.
like his teachings, (scoldings!), setplays and coaching.
and the faith and chances he has given.
thanks ben!
thanks for believing that we could do it.
and yes, now we did! ((:

next year’s ivp, nyp.
we’ll work harder, yes?
(:

we play on the field!

nyp, just 3 games away.

rolly polly

im so bored!
like really super duper immensely!
):

on another note, going down to watch sim vs ntu tonight.
and then down to holland v to meet the nytp peeps for dinner!
essential brews!! my ♥!
they got fund raising meeting mmm
i cant wait! now hmmm 6.5hrs more!

im counting down! (:

lesson learnt

im still really affected by my drop on sat ))):
i keep thinking about it bahh

ivp day one

first day of ivp’s over!
my first big match!
well, wasnt what  we really expected, losing by universal point to sim hmmm
i’ve never taken defeats/loss easily ):
you know, i dropped this bloody disc that was straight to my chest in the end zone which cost a turnover in which sim scored which brought us to universal )):
we’re coming back stronger, sim, you watch us! haha
ohwells, at least i played better yesterday haha
what i thought anyway!
its been so long! at least there’s a slight breakthrough
lets hope this persists!!
but right now, my body’s just aching.
bahh.

nyp, we’re stronger than that!
you know we are!
lets finish this the coming sat (:
we’re the ones to make it happen!

league

LEAGUE IS FINALLY OVER!
well, my sundays are finally free hooray (:
but i think i’ll miss league, the sun, rain, MUD and team elmo.
i’ve learnt so much, so many so many ups and downs for me etc.
i cant believe its over, still haha
at least we won our last game! haha

i missed the finals!
smurfettes vs flickstones!
i heard from xeun and xy that it was a really really fun match.
xeun skied xy, sorta haha and xy layout d-ed xeun
damn cool
and they were like laughing and playing on the horribly wet field with no pressure.
even when its the finals haha
ohwells, i was helping at the chalet and i think i got like over 10mosquito bites cos i was damn smelly.
haha
so.
league party!
door bitch again.
thanks for helping me connie!
and the few other bitches-wanyu, xindi, congpei who were there! (:
yay free flow from the bartender haha
ehhh wasnt too bad la, i think everyone was just drinking and chilling ahha
someone should have totally started ‘in between’ though!
now, that would increase the excitement haha
we-cs, hussain, jon, xeun, xy and i stayed till like 6pm the next day just chilling and stoning-for me anyway the whole day.
too damn tired! hha
cant wait for summer league! (:

rookie dream team

wonderous 7.
im happy (: